You are the greatest woman I ever met, You are the prettiest lady in this world. You are the one and only for me.
Mum, I love you, from the day I born, till now, tomorrow and ever.
When I was 5, you and papa bring me to kindergarten. I was so afraid, but your kiss give me strength.
When I was 7, I start my primary education, you accompany me to school. You were so worried that I couldn't blend in with others. But mum, I did it, and I make a lot of good friends.
When I was 8, we have a big fight, I ran away from home and hang out & walking around the park. You immediate chase out and look for me, you seem nervous and worry. I can see tears in your eyes.
When I was 13, I said, mum, why don't I look pretty as you? You hug me and answered, but you are the prettiest daughter of me. No matter how you look, if you are confident enough, you will look pretty.
When I was 17, I have a big show to perform in school, you sewed my dance dress for me.
When I was 18, I went for airline interview with friends. I know nothing about make up, I know nothing about feminine. But you said, it doesn't matter, my confidence will melt their heart. And actually the interviewers do love my personality.
When I was 19, I was preparing to further my study. But your body check up report said you might have womb cancer. That day was like the end of the world for me, I was so worry and sad, I'm so afraid that you will leave me one day. So I called and canceled my admission. Actually it was a misunderstand, OMG!
When I was 20, I'm about leaving to Taiwan. You feel so sad and sorry for me, you said, we are not wealthy, our finance is so tight, you got no extra money for me, and I have to work and earn money to support my life and school fees.
I never blame that you couldn't financially support me, because of this I learn to be more independent, I gain my confidence. I know how to survive when I'm alone. You have work so hard to support our family. Since papa is sick and couldn't work, you are the only one who work and earn, and even work harder. I remember that when I was 16, you cry, and my heart drop. I know that you feel pressure and insecure, we brother and sisters were still young and study, our expenses were so high that time. You can't even afford to pay all our school fees. And so I start doing part-time job to support my school fees. Mum, don't blame yourself that you couldn't give us the best, you had and you have. You are the greatest gift of my life, your teaching I will bring it along with me like a shadow of mine.
When I first found out that I have tumors in my ovarian, you are so shock and worry, and even shake. At that moment I can feel your heart break, I can feel your fear. But, mum, I'm afraid too. I be brave because I have you. Every time, I in pain, you are the best pain killer, your love is my best sedative.
You are the one that always give me positive energy, no matter I fail in exam or competition, argue or break up with my partner, you always stand besides me. You are not just a mother for me, you are also my bff and sister to me.
Mum, I knew that I never was a good behavior kid, I never was your greatest and smartest daughter. I cannot give you the best now, but I will. I will give the best of mine.
Mummy, I love you. Happy Mother's Day!
LOVEs,
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