Sunday 27 February 2011

Time Flies

BE BRAVE BE STRONG BE MYSELF

From my very first day come to Taiwan until now, I realized that I change a lot, from head to toe, from inside to the outside.

First in Taiwan, I do not have much friends, although I'm the kind of very noisy and nothing can keep me stay silent.
Language is one of the difficulties, although both of me and Taiwanese can speak Chinese, but our accent and the sentence structure are different.
It makes me feel like I'm learning Chinese, from scratch.

I started to be a spot among Malaysians and Taiwanese in my class because of my English speaking, a lot of grammar error but fluent.
Most of them thought that my English is strong enough to interact with others. ( But I'm NOT!!)
The most important is, my Malay speaking accent is totally sounds like a Malay, I was shock too when I noticed my accent.
Thanks to all my Malay and Indian friends who always speak English and Malay with me. 


Alone in Taiwan, I have to be braver than previous, I have to be more alert, more independent.
Especially my first day in Taiwan, I do not have friends or someone I knew, I'm totally alone and no one to talk with while I'm in trouble or have any questions, I have to face them all by myself.
But now I have not only my very lovely roommate, I'd make a lot of buddies in my class.
They share my home sick with me, we teasing each other, no hurts but fun.
We cheat while exam (most of the time, they copy my answers).
Play together, chat together.
Well...
My pretty roommate, my dearest MIKI teach me how to be pretty, inside and outside.
She teaches me make up and fashion. And she share my madness, happiness and worries the most.
She's the one who help me stay away from MENTAL ILLNESS, as she listens a lot of my complains and help me digest.

Otherwise, 
I can feel that inside of me change a lot too.
I'd become stronger and stronger everyday.
Calm and steady, I learn from everyone besides me.

Thanks to them as they all support me while I in-confident and frustrate.

Almost a year I didn't go back to my home.
I miss my family, my hometown, my country.
How's everything?

I'm very proud of myself, as I work and earn my own living expenses, my school fees and even my own air flight ticket.

I think I'm mature and old enough to take care of myself.
Every steps and every difficulties I been through, really make me stronger. 

I cried, but I learned to wipe my tears and move on.


Humans are born to be stronger day by day, I believed.
I have to be strong enough if I want to gain my own career.